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Aku tahu, bahwa semua ujian ini diberikan-Nya untuk membuatku menjadi manusia yang lebih baik. But, in all of this sadness and worry, I also pray that there will be a person who wants to listen. It's been a long time since I had ever had that kind of person. It's not about I'm not grateful of what I have. I'm so grateful of all friends around me that gives support in their way. I have issues in my life. I can't tell what I really feel since my close friends can't ask me " how are you no more". Maybe they are too bored for looking my sad face or hearing my babble. I know we have our own problems. It's just like I feel I'm going to losing hope. I don't know where to tell if it's not to Allah swt. I know the answer will come. I know if I never try, I will not get the answer. I am too desperate of finding it. The people I trust and could calm down my feeling has gone one by one. I can't blame it because I know they have their own

This short journey wasn't something I planned well. Right until I write about it, I still really don't know what the hell I'm doing. I assessed myself which in my assessment isn't good enough if I'm alone. Because my friend decided to go, so I went also in the purpose of sillaturrahmi and push my self to finish my Tugas Akhir. Out of its confusing thought, I'm so grateful to have some friends who I could meet. They're kind to accompany me doing things, specially Nisa. The others also did the good things of willingness to meet me and shared a lot of information. To gather again with them in different time is a pleasure. Watching them who has grown in personality and the way of thoughts. After met them in the afternoon, one of them ask me to go out. He's a friend who's not really close to me when we were in high school. Maybe it's a part of God's plan. I decided not to go with my girl friends because he also didn't want to go to the pl